The world No. 91 wasn’t surprised by the upset. She feels that she can beat the best players because she was one of them. Petkovic has been inside the Top 10 on two occasions, first in 2011 and again in 2015. She has struggled with a full caveat of hurdles including injuries, coaching changes, an overpacked schedule and obsessing over the wrong goals.
Her ranking obviously isn’t where it should be, but her mind isn’t on the numbers anymore.
“That's why I'm playing better this year,” she said. “Once you drop it’s actually a lot easier. Once you're back up there every tournament can make you drop out of the Top 100, it can cost you the main draw of Slams. I was constantly stressed and I was constantly trying to get more points.
“I was never focused on my game and what I want to improve. I was just focused on traveling stupidly all over the world.”
Her improved scheduling and mindset can be credited to her age and a switch to a new, all-Serbian team. Turning 30 is a milestone full of negative stigma, particularly for women who feel the pressure of their biological clocks ticking.
“For me the most difficult phase was when I was 28, 29,” Petkovic said. “That's the phase, especially as a woman, where you'd like, OK do I want to have a family? It's getting late. What do I want from life?”
But instead of it getting worse at 30, it got better.
“When I turned 30, that's when I calmed down,” the German said “I don't know if it was the age or a phase I needed to go through.”
Though unsure of how much longer she'll play, Petkovic is happy with how her tennis is progressing, and more confident than ever with who she is.
“I just sort of have gotten over my ego a little bit,” she said. “I’m maybe more confident with who I am and more assured with who I am. That gives me just a much more balanced way of looking at life.”